Saturday, May 12, 2012

Waiting for Tuesday

My symptoms are still light and/or nonexistent save the fact that I can get angry in a flash. Like, I know there's no need to be angry about the fact that I can't find the remote control but my hormones rise up like a geyser. The good thing is despite said anger I don't show it, I just take a deep breath and wait for the geyser to fall back to normal levels since the feelings are not rational. Otherwise all is quiet except pulling sensations in my groin/uterus area like when you pull your calf muscles. This morning there was brown-red spotting but it wasn't fresh blood so I'm surprisingly calm about that development. Thankfully its stopped.

There was a song by Lisa Loeb I used to love. Waiting For Wednesday. It was a break up song that had no bearing on my life but I just loved singing the chorus waiting for Wednesday with all the angst I could possibly muster. Well now I'm waiting for Tuesday. That's when my ultrasound is scheduled and I'm hoping it will show me good things.


6 comments:

  1. Waiting right here alongside you, and hoping for very good things!

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  2. glad to hear you're doing well and so glad the spotting stopped.

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  3. Good luck on Tuesday. Fingers crossed for you!

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  4. Congratulations!! and good luck!

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  5. I have had NO internet since SUNDAY--- but all is well!!!!! 6w1day heartbeat 115 and doctor optimistic though me? Well that's for a post. Sorry for the delay. Maddening to be w/out internet!

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